The Other Side of Me

When I was a little girl I would be afraid to go to sleep by myself. My brother would jump out of the closet in the darkness and scare me. I would get up screaming to my mother. It wasn’t my brother. I don’t what it was or who, and to this day I have to make sure the closet doors are closed and the tv is left on.

I have no conscious memories of seeing spirits or talking to them as a child. I was just a sensitive child and still am. I would cry very easy. I can remember watching Lassie on TV. I loved and hated that show. I would leave before the end of the show and go to my bed to cry. My heart would ache from it. Someone would always come in to the room to laugh at me because I was crying.

Growing up I would be so sensitive to the way others felt and I’m still the same. I would hate to see kids tease one Another. Az if I could feel their pain in my heart, it would hurt and it still does to this day. I would rather be kind than right.

As a teenager I was told by a pyschic that I was pyschic and didn’t want anything to do with that.

More Random thoughts
I have had a several months of shattered thoughts about what I “see” and not getting the answers why? I’m talking about “seeing” babies coming to women and then it coming to fruition only to miscarry. It breaks the momma’s hearts. I told my husband I’m not going to do it anymore. Until the broken heartened momma comes to me, “Do you “see” a child, Raquel? We’re trying again?” I can’t deny my “sight” so I respond.
Ground, protect and “see”.

Random thoughts

One day I woke up and was tired than when I went to sleep. I just knew I did not rest that night. I just knew that my spirit left my body and went to the other side to visit and learn.

What is Reiki?

Reiki is a Japanese technique for stress reduction and relaxation that also promotes healing. It is administered by “laying on hands” and is based on the idea that an unseen “life force energy” flows through us and is what causes us to be alive. If one’s “life force energy” is low, then we are more likely to get sick or feel stress, and if it is high, we are more capable of being happy and healthy.

The word Reiki is made of two Japanese words – Rei which means “God’s Wisdom or the Higher Power” and Ki which is “life force energy”. So Reiki is actually “spiritually guided life force energy.”

Early morning dream I wanted to become a Master, the seed has been planted.

“Like me on my facebook page, The other side of me.

2 thoughts on “The Other Side of Me

  1. WHAT WAS THAT IN THE CLOSET/ my brother did the same thing…..all through his teen years too….must be a brother thing????

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